My life's looping

So here we go, once again the things in my life are a little trouble, but walking to the right way, the question is, how many time they are still like this, because ever seems almost right until be worse then before.
I realy wanna to make college the only thing I want to focus.
I need get a job also, a job who pay my studies, my mother, my bills, my tattoos and my fun if I get one....