kind lies

to please
to comply
to obey
to be kind

my moto keeps moving me while i'm paralyzed
trapped in my own cage having a hard time
assuming that i like it here
i'd wish to had a better guard, someone to hold the hope tight
and make me lose air
I don't trust myself,
need to know there's power over me head
but never in my hands
the sweet release from responsibility and culpability
i'm just a toy
I can't be blamed, right?

your are guilty
cause you get pleased
your are to blame
cause you comply
you seek it
cause you desire to obey
you didn't stop it
cause you wanted to be kind

You are the beacon of your own disgrace
alerting with blinding light
all the predators
inviting them inside to feast on your weakness
you believe they should have it
you believe that this is your fate
make their wishes your need

hoping to find one day
something strong enough to subdue you again